a day of realization

I was never pissed off that much in my life.

*shrug* I tried to keep my cool. I just can't. I guess I'm such an emotionally-charged person. Never can I act without my emotions. Easily blinded by emotions. Impulsively controlled by immaturity.

Can I help myself?

I wish I could.

There is a way. But it won't be easy. [sounds like Coach Murakami from Hungry Heart ^__^]

Lurking in the past can't do something now. I've flooded the bodega log book a while ago at the office. I let it out in a stinking story full of outbursts of emotion. Sorry, bodega people for what I've written. Someone was using the PC. ^__^

I tend to generalize too much at times. I should change myself.

Yes, I should.