The Girl

The Girl

The warm rays of the sun now enter the once-cold balcony.
The girl, all alone, lost in her thoughts sits by the railing.

It looks a little sad, the piled-up white snow gradually melting.
The dream of a faraway music slowly, faintly crumbles.

The warm rays of the sun now enter the once-cold balcony.
The girl, all alone, lost in her thoughts sits by the railing.

Save the cold wintry wind from the hedge opening.
The girl always watches the remote distance.

It's a little sad, cute puppies growing old.
The dream within the wind fades and disappears.

The cold wintry wind passes through the opposite direction.
The girl will someday understand the ephemeral.

Lukaret

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Nakakaloka. @__@;

Makabili na nga ng halo-halo.

crazy woman... shut up, crazy heart!

i must be crazy... going nuts... or just plain confused with my feelings...

i'm having doubts if i really feel something for a very close guy friend... i don't know... i just feel happy when he's around... i enjoy his company so much... he isn't very open about his love life but that's alright... what matters is him... o.0

to my loved one out there

i miss you! i'm longing to see you right now!

haaaay... please let me see you once again... ='(

a weird mail

i received an e-mail just a while ago. si norman pala. may bago nang modem kaya nanakapagnet na sa bahay nila. congrats ulit! bili tayo ulit ng sundae sa mcdo ha! celebrate natin! hehe tutal wala na ako sipon, ubo at tonsilitis. ^__^

wondering about the e-mail? sorry ka! ayoko nga sabihin! :P

joke lang...

napakasensitive kasi nun. di ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sa mga katanungang nakasulat dun. sa totoo lang, sobrang nag-aalala siya kay corinne. kasi according to him, naiilang na raw si corinne sa kanya, present man cya o absent sa lugar. kahit nga raw sa txt e di na makapg-hi nang maayos. hay. sobrang haaaaaay talaga. nagiging angsty na si norman. nagulat nga ako e. kahit kelan kasi ay hindi sa nya ipinapakita ang feelings nya sa ibang tao. siguro kasi ako lang nakakaalam ng situation nila.

pero kahit na ganun, nakuha pa ring sabihin at magjoke: "kasi ang hilig magbasa ng messages sa inbox ng iba e :P" --> aba di ko kasalanan yun! hindi kasi nag-iingat e! kaya sa susunod... red alert! nanjan si eunice! tago cel... low batt kuno... kunwari naghahang kapag maglalaro ng games... :P

ayun wala ring nagawa... di ko natiis at nagreply ako... ung reply? sken na lang un ^__~

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can someone hear my wails?

i feel bad... really bad...

i've been boycotting my classes since sunday (NSTP class) but look at those hard-headed students who just went to school and acted like nothing is going on. it makes my blood boil.

aaaaaah!

i think i'll have my PhD (take 3 because of failure) in my graphics and visuals 2 course... haay...

damn it!

~***~

i hate you!

decode the double meaning. it's funny to find out the two persons who always argue in the old days becoming very close friends.

i hate you!

just plain stupid

I feel: groggy and depressed
I’m humming: a sad song

Yesterday, I had a great time with Otoo-chan. I felt happy because I spent my afternoon and a part of my evening with him playing Warcraft and Battle Realms, riding in their Mitsubishi Adventure and walking at SM Southmall to escort her cousin searching for the perfect prom gown. Why happy? I haven’t spent my time with him that long. I missed him. Isn’t that easy to see?

Yes, there’s one more thing. I like him even though I always tell my friends that I treat him as my Otoo-chan (daddy). How I wish I could tell them the truth but things are such complicated matters. VERY COMPLICATED.

I have two very close friends who liked him. Each one did not know that the other one liked him. It’s such a difficult situation. If they just knew what I felt, it may result to a misunderstanding. I don’t want our friendship be ruined by a bloke.

Because I told Corinne that I’ve read a lot of text messages I wasn’t supposed to read in Otoo-chan’s SIM archive, she was forced to tell me the whole truth. She actually fancied him. She liked him. She loved him! Ouch!

What is with him? He always seems to attract all the girls he has gotten close with (which includes me -_-;). What is he anyway? Is he really human? Or did he hypnotize us? o.0

Another friend of mine from Mapua has been thinking of transferring to DLSU. I don’t know the real reason but I guess she wanted to be with him. Oh... A girl can go great distances for love... I guess she still likes him after a long time denying it was so.

Things are just getting worse for Corinne and *cough* me. I’ve just learned that he was exchanging text messages with Cams, his ex-girlfriend, for a week now. I suppose he still have those feelings for her. Ugh! Damn it! But I’ll have to accept that. That’s the true person he really is. A very loyal guy, he is indeed.

Why is it so hard to say the three words to that significant one? I love you! It’s so easy to write and to think of. I love you! Those who will receive it must be very happy. I love you! Why is it so arduous? Ugh!

I am such a stupid person falling for an amazing bloke who fails to see the ones that really, truly care for him. You blind, stupid idiot!

I guess I’ll have to keep searching for the right one. I won’t let my guard down and let our friendship be destroyed by just a guy.

Wish me luck. :P